I’ve been feeling good lately.

There isn’t one single, stand alone, reason for it.

I’ve been feeling good lately. I’m not sure why, but I’m accepting it.

The people that are the most important to me are moving forward. When I look individually at my family of blood and my family of choice I see that they all have their crosses to bear. Over the past year, I’ve observed change, driven by these individuals, come about for each of them. In some cases the change is celebrated by their friends, but in some cases, not so much. However, I can see that the change has been driven by deep, thoughtful consideration. The choice they made was determined by them, for them. That is often the only basis for positive change. It is not driven by those on the sidelines, but comes from within the heart.

The same goes for me. I’m making progress on the things that are important to me. Sometimes the important things scare me into a state of inaction. To be truthful, often this is the case. Then the inaction scares me into action. For someone whose mode of operation is to fight when scared, this scenario can become…well, scary! More scary? Whatever…

I’m looking forward to the future. Can I say that, when I’m old, in a world driven by and for youth? I guess I just did.

There isn’t one single, stand alone, reason for it.

I’ve been feeling good lately. I’m not sure why, but I’m accepting it.